wow..habn't been in herre for a loooooooong time!!!!!! thought i should do sumthin with it...it was startin to look like tis page was on major crack...lol...n e wayz.. jus got bac from work...stink like hell...so imma hurry and do sumthin wit tis page and leave...me sleepy now...

nity-nite....

*sniff..sniff* Life is a living hell for me rite now.......*cough..cough*

shoveling snow yesterday got me sick..now my nose is stuffy..my throat is sore..good thing i dont have a high fever..Oh yea..my grandpa surgery went well..thank god..i was so scared sitting in tat waiting room..i was surprised to see a lot of people waiting there for their family, who was having surgery..it was snowing too..i met tis little girl..she was soo sweet..she ask me wat i was waiting for..and i told her i was waiting for my grandpa..and she said tat she'll keep him in her prayers..actually while i was waiting out in tha waiting room wit my grandma..i met a lot of people..well most of them are 13 and under..lol..but they were nice..and welling to keep me company..hehe..i felt special..

today started out as usual..i did my whole usual routine..fix me bed,shower,eat,go take a walk, eat, talk on tha phone wit me frenz, den eat some more..den i have to call my STUPID uncle who lives in Georgia-grandma sayz i have to call him-..he is always tryin to act as if hez tha smartest..telling me wat i have to do now tat my grandpa has to get a stupid surgery..saying he doesnt want to see my face!!!..WAT THA FUC!!!..Shyt i dont wanna see his stupid azz face either!!....he started talking bout all tis bullshyt..i mean wat tha hell????? his azz dont even live here to be saying me n my sis dont eva take care of my grandparents..FUCK!!!WE DO!!!..i'm fucken ova here trying my fucken best to make time for them..i dont even get out go out anymore!!jus becuz they dont trust any of me frenz..im ova here busten my fucken azz taking them to all of their doc appointment..making appointmentz..TRANSLATING english to LOAS..help wit tha gorcery shopping..i kno tat is a good thing..BUT FUC he aint giving me NO fucken credit!!..NOT TAT I WANT IT...hez a fucken dickhead..hez tha one tat ran out on them 2 years ago!..i swear!!....he suppose to be down here in HARRISBURG soon..FUC..i can see him and me arguing, til tha damn freakin house explode..who tha hell do he think he is telling me wat to do?..wen his azz left his family behind ova sum stupid azz WHORE!!!..and talking bout itz my familyz fault..tat MoFo must of got sumthing stuck so far up his stupid/retarded azz-to be talkin sum bullshyt like tat- i wish i neva have an uncle like him..SHYT if i knew i have an uncle like tat i would of disown his azz a long time ago!!!..Fuc today was so not a good day..After tat stupid call i have to make to my fucked-up uncle..(to me cousin-sowwie, but yall kno ur daddy is a fucken good fo-nuthing dickhead!!)

Anywayz ****PRAY FOR MY GRANDPA**** n tat my fucken uncle get into a fatal car accident on his way here..fuc i hope he dont fucken stay here wit my family..